Point #69: From the Editor

Kim Zapata headshot_2014By Kimberly Zapata

It is with a mix of emotions that I write this From the Editor column, as it will be my last. After months of struggling to maintain that precious life/work balance we all seek, I found it to be too great after some very personal, and unexpected, circumstances arose. Something had to give; unfortunately, that something proved to be this publication.

I began my work with The Point in late 2009, just after I started working at Infinite Body Piercing, Inc. I sat down to edit articles for issue #49, my first, and felt totally and completely intimidated. I felt secure in my knowledge of language and grammar rules, but the content was mostly foreign. (I was modified, yes, and loved body modification but I had no industry experience. I was an outsider looking in.) I edited those articles as timidly as one could have, changing punctuation and fixing spelling mistakes. And edited in this manner for many issues, until James Weber encouraged me to be more aggressive — reminding me it was our publication and our industry, reminding me I was a part of that industry. I still felt an outsider as I wasn’t, and would never be, a piercer, but my confidence grew.

I continued serving  as a contributing editor for several years. but when James stepped down in 2012—and The Point switched from a print publication to an online one—I took the reigns, with issue #61.

The entire time I have worked with the APP and this publication,  as both editor and a contributing editor, has been nothing short of amazing. I hope to continue on as part of the “Point posse,” I just no longer have the time to dedicate to spearheading the publication that it (and you all) deserve.

What’s next for The Point? Whatever you want! That is the beauty of this publication, and our organization. The Point will become whatever you want it to, whatever you make of it. While it is with a touch of sadness that I must do this, I also know it will be exciting for The Point to get some “fresh blood” in, and take the publication to another level.

I want to thank my amazing Point team: Kendra Jane, Elayne Angel, and Jim Ward. It has been an honor and pleasure working with each of you. Even with all of the initial (and technical) hiccups, you made my transition smooth and seamless. You always made me feel part of a family I, for so long, convinced myself I wasn’t worthy of, and you have each touched my life, and my work, in a way I can never truly verbalize. I am eternally grateful for everything the three of you have given me.

And to James Weber, my predecessor and current boss: Thanks for seeing something special in the little girl with the overly wordy resume and “anime” hair. You took a chance on me and, looking back I cannot say I know why, but that chance has forever changed me, personally and professionally. I am blessed and honored to not only call you my boss but my friend.

I want to thank the Board, old and new, and the entire APP family: Thank you all for allowing me to be a part of this incredible organization and for trusting me with such an integral role. It has been a wonderful ride.

 

 

Point #68: Board Welcome – Miro Hernandez

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I’d like to thank the outgoing Board members,  as well as those continuing on in service, for their hard work and dedication. I’d also like to congratulate the incoming Board members on being elected and choosing to embark on this path. A very big thank you goes out to the membership who voted and saw something or believed enough in me to allow me the chance to serve as one of your representatives, and your voices.

When I first started piercing, I had little knowledge about the APP. Like many at that time, I was just focusing on getting a piercing straight. I had no interest in joining an organization that I had been told was “nothing but a political group for a bunch of elitist snobs.” But eventually I became determined to become a member, and I did. Years later,  and here we are, and I am in a position I thought I would never be in, when I first received my membership certificate.

You are supposed to have a laundry list of goals you’d like to achieve, and something you’d like to see changed when elected. The reality of the situation is as the industry changes, so does my list. As the APP continues to grow by leaps and bounds, the demands of the Board will evolve and grow with our fast-changing industry. I am fully aware that I have big shoes to fill, but I am confident in the memberships decision to have me as a representative for their future.

I’d be lying if I said there wasn’t a “what were you thinking and getting yourself into” moment after the first board meeting I attended. I’d also be lying if I said I wasn’t excited about what’s to come. I am excited to have the opportunity to serve as a Board member at a time when the industry seems to be on an upswing, as evidenced by the amount of customers we are dealing with and the sheer volume of jewelry our vendors are now creating. I am beyond elated to have the opportunity to serve alongside a Board who share a lot of the same ideas and passions for the industry and the future of the organization. I cannot wait to see what comes next.

 

Point #68: 2014 Conference and Exposition Review

Kim Zapata headshot_2014Kimberly Zapata

On June 7, 2014 I prepared for the 19th Annual Association of Professional Piercers’ Conference as I have for every other conference: with frantic, late-night packing (and unpacking) while watching “Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.” I grabbed my laptop, checked in for my flight, and waited with nervous anticipation. (I was thrilled at the prospect of seeing my friends and colleagues but anxious to be leaving my 11-month-old daughter for the very first time.) However, as soon as I walked through the glass doors and into the organized chaos that is the Bally’s Hotel and Casino, I felt at home. I saw some faces I knew, and many I didn’t, but we were all smiling and greeting each other, and it was exactly what I needed (personally and professionally).

The Facts

_MG_6523The 19th Annual Conference and Exposition was held in the heart of the Las Vegas strip, at Bally’s Hotel and Casino, from June 8 through 13, 2014. With 1014 registrants and 282 first timers, the Conference was bigger and better than ever! (Pardon the cliche, but it truly was.) There were:

  • 46 instructors
  • 68 volunteers
  • 52 vendors
  • 67 courses offered
  • 99.5 instructional hours

The “Fun”

While we all have our own reasons for attending Conference each year, be it to better (or re-) educate ourselves, shop for the best body jewelry in our industry, or simply connect with piercers and piercees from around the country—and world—the 19th Annual Conference had all that, and more. The opening party, poolside, Monday evening did not disappoint. With perfect “Vegas” weather, a full spread of self-service tacos, and friends—both old and new—the party started at 8:00pm but lasted well into the night, spilling into the lobby bar and hotel rooms throughout the resort. It was the perfect icebreaker for our fairly new crowd—and way cooler than the crap they pull at formal retreats, like trust falls. (Ugh, trust falls.) By time the Expo floor opened the next day, the energy was palpable. (It’s not that people were standoffish the first day, it’s just that, after the opening party, something was a little different.)

Photo by Kimberly Zapata
Photo by Kimberly Zapata

As always, the range of courses, workshops, and roundtables offered was varied, and their curriculums were stellar. Offerings included Gold Jewelry: Sales and Marketing, with Nate Janke and Noah Babcock; Initial Jewelry: The Rules (and When to Break Them), taught by Jef Saunders and Cody Vaughn; and a very open and personal dialogue regarding disorders in our industry, facilitated by Courtney Jane Maxwell and Ashley Misako. Returning favorites were also scattered throughout the schedule, like Working Clean Within Your Studio, Body Anatomy for Safe and Successful Piercings (as well as several other anatomy-based courses), Studio Documentation, and the Aftercare “series.” The newly formed International Suspension Alliance also held one of their meetings during Conference, which is truly exciting for everyone.

Unfortunately, personal and professional schedules do not always align, and I found myself on a flight out of McCarran a few hours before the banquet dinner. So check out Kendra Jane’s article for full coverage of the banquet dinner.

The Unexpected

One of the undisputed highlights of the week was not a class at all but a roundtable, a Q&A chat with the “father” of modern piercing, Jim Ward. Like everyone, I was beyond excited when I saw A Fireside Chat with Jim Ward on the agenda. I work with Jim on The Point, and I have read his book “Running the Gauntlet,” but there is still so very much about this man—and his life—I did not know. So I waited anxiously in line alongside hundreds of others who, no doubt, felt the same.

Jim gives an amazing harp performance during "A Fireside Chat with Jim Ward." Photo by Kimberly Zapata.
Jim gives an amazing harp performance during “A Fireside Chat with Jim Ward.” Photo by Kimberly Zapata.

Jim opened his roundtable not with a question but with a harp performance, his first of four pieces to “shake the nerves.” The room fell silent. Hundreds of piercers, apprentices, healthcare workers, and other piercing professionals waited in awe as Jim sat down. His performance was beautiful, heartfelt, and personal.

When asked what advice Jim would offer the current generation of piercers (specifically in regards to egos and industry “personalities”), he shared perhaps the most humbling lesson I have ever heard: “Once a year go out into a cemetery and ask yourself one question, how many of these people are still remembered?” Suddenly everything was put into perspective.

The “class” ended with a final harp performance, and with a standing ovation. Thank you Bethra for convincing Jim to give this amazing performance! And thank you Jim for sharing this with all of us.

For me, this was the first Conference where I truly felt like I’d found my footing. Fears and trepidations were left on the tarmac, and I found confidence I don’t think I have had since fifth grade. I reunited with some amazing colleagues and friends, and made many new ones.

We all leave conference with a laundry list of “changes,” things we hope to do in our studios or with our peers. Some get done, many fall to the wayside—trumped by things like keeping up with your clients, or life. That’s okay. Conference is a great way to reenergize, to remotivate, and to inspire, and—if for no other reason—is the reason it is a must for any piercer (or industry professional). The event not only puts into perspective the necessity of safety in all aspects of the industry but also reminds us to push our boundaries, personally and professionally, to ask questions, and to try something new—or at least consider that there are alternative approaches and techniques.

Next year we will be moving over to the Flamingo for our big 2-0 celebration. It is sure to be an event to remember, so register early. See you next year!

Point #68: Best Individual Booth Winner – Blessings to You

Cyrus headshotInterview of Prince Cyrus, conducted by Kimberly Zapata

Q. What is Blessings to You?
A: Blessings to You is the title of my current creative metalsmithing venture which, at the moment, includes designing ear weights and bespoke commissions. The phrase comes directly from my process of creating something for someone as a talisman, an object to carry and direct intention. No dogma subscribed, just well wishes. It took a very long time to think of some clever name or witty phrase but when all was said and done I chose Blessings to You because everything else seemed unable to describe the spirit of my work. On a physical level, BTY is mostly just me at my home studio, hand carving models, and casting them in my garden. But for bigger projects, like creating enough stock for everyone at the APP Exposition, I am very thankful to have support from the fine folks casting at Anatometal in Santa Cruz.

Q: Speaking of Anatometal, how has your collaboration been going with them so far? Are there any big projects in the works you can share with us?
A: Oh my how wonderful it is to be able to visit all the beautiful faces at Anatometal. Their offices and production areas are massive! I always feel like Charlie in the Chocolate Factory. (Cyrus laughs.) Barry and Tod have been so welcoming to me when I come through and I really feel like part of the family there. This being my second year casting I feel like I’ve hit the ground running with my abilities to create, but there is no replacement for the experience in casting like Tony has. I’ve been so thankful being able to count on them for my larger production for Vegas everyone was able to take home jewelry they wanted except the bats of course they sold out the first day. As a wizard I always have something up my sleeve…but for now I’ll stay tight-lipped.

blessings jewelry
Photo by Prince Cyrus

Q: What was the catalyst that drove you to create Blessings to You?
A: I’ve dreamt of hand-making metal art for many years. From when I was young being around iron artists, to coming up as a piercer, then assisting design companies; this all further fueled my thirst for learning. The world of jewelry in our industry is very small, especially compared to other industries. For a while I wanted to step back and find a space for myself that was not ‘stepping on anyone’s toes’ so to speak. I created BTY in response to a yearning to contribute to my DIY community and for stability in the context of hypergentrification in San Francisco.

Q: Many of your pieces seem inspired by nature. Can you tell me a bit about how you decide on your designs, and what the creative process is like?
A: My first collection last year was entitled ‘The Floating World,’ as an honor to Japanese nature spirits. I chose pieces based on musings about 16th century Japanese poetry and how that poetry described the mysterious connection we have to the icons of nature. For example, the cicada is iconic for its symbolism of rites of passage and its intense summer mating song.

The focus of this year’s collection shifted under water, for my ‘Modern Atlantis,’ bringing awareness about the starfish wasting disease and the endangered nudibranch sea slugs off the California coasts. It frightens me how mass extinction seems unending in our era, and as an artist I wanted to create bronze body art for archeologists 1000 years from now to dig up and ask ‘Where did this go? Why did they make this?’

Creating these pieces usually starts with hours of research until I envision the right subject of what I am to execute. Sometimes there are days of hand-carving or sometimes hours of rummaging through a forest for the right moment to observe a critter or find the perfect tree pod.

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Photo by Autumn Swisher

Q: How does this creative process then inspire your displays, and what you want people to see?
A: Usually researching a subject really lets me dive deep into the culture of a thing. For example, Atlantis wasn’t just some Greek myth. If you go deeper and deeper you notice many cultures speak of an ancient climate change that devoured coastal cities, cities that we are unearthing off coasts all over the planet. From there I wanted to create a mood for my booth at the expo: hand-painted Neolithic ruins, coral pieces, pyramids, crystal displays, a giant wooden Ziggurat. Selenite crystal slabs were great, a subtle flat white background for displaying bronze and standard versions of designs. “Underwater and ancient” was the set, and my jewelry were the players. I wanted people to see more of a story in my designs, and I tried to use thematic elements in my display to bring that point across.

Q: What do you feel is the most important factor to consider when displaying jewelry, and how does that differ when you display jewelry online versus in a store (or at an expo)?
A: I would say that the most important thing to consider when displaying jewelry is being able to let someone understand everything a piece is about in one glance. Visually you should be able to see the whole silhouette and the physical details. Avoid visual clutter and have a color scheme in mind. Setting the environment around the jewelry should be simple but thematic of the pieces. I try to keep the eye directed through a display to unknowingly move an onlooker along to other pieces. Visuals can entertain while also inform, is there text about the materials and price? I tend to be more contemporary when displaying my jewelry in a studio by keeping flat surfaces and simple accessories in the cases, as opposed to displaying jewelry at an Exposition where a grandiose presentation is better appreciated. In the digital world I love seeing my jewelry next to real life versions of themselves, in pristine natural environments, inside fancy case displays, and—of course—an infamous selfie never hurts. I tend to not have such a strict method to online photos, and on the contrary, I feel the more variety that is displayed of jewelry online the better—only as long as the jewelry is in focus!

Q: What can we expect to see from Blessings to You over the coming year?
A: A glimpse into my bag of tricks?  I’m really loving the fact we’ll be at the Flamingo next year for 20th Anniversary Conference, so I’m thinking taking everyone’s ears, necks and arms into the Amazon this year. Think vivid splashes of color, jeweled python in trees, and sloths swimming with piranha through a lush flooded forest. Everyone should start seeing a little bit by little come winter. I’m really in love with found object natural casting, so I intend on releasing more ear jewelry and accessories from the mountains. Theo, from Honeycomb Organics, and I have also been collaborating on a series of plugs. Plus offering bespoke has led me to no shortage of work making folks dream jewelry. If there is one thing I know how to do it’s keeping busy!

Point #68: Best Multiple Booth Display – Tawapa

phoebe headshotPhoebe Minona

I am being given the opportunity to write about my company, Tawapa, for this issue of The Point, as we won the award for “Best Multiple Booth Display” at this year’s Conference. I’m honored of course, but given the audience, a promotional article on who we are feels redundant. We’ve been around awhile and, if you have too, you’ve probably already read it somewhere before. This realization allowed me to reflect on all the years we have been in this industry and how it has changed over time. A more appropriate title for this article could be “Growing up as a business in an unstable environment” or,” A condensed history of organic jewelry through the eyes of Tawapa.”

Being in our teens (as a company) feels the same as getting older as a human. We have become wiser and more mature, but we are left wondering how so much time could have passed. As we continue to accumulate years of experience, I realize that the lifespan of this company reflects the ebb and flow of life itself, a road paved with joy and successes, but not without bumps, potholes, and major road blocks.

I began Tawapa as a renegade wanderer, rejecting the confines of normalcy for a life of adventure, art, and eccentric exchanges with extraordinary people. This put me on a direct trajectory into the piercing world, which embodied and supported all of these ideals. In 1996, I found myself in a small carving village in Indonesia. In those days, the carvers in that village were actually carving sculptures, animals, and art, but as years passed the village has become dominated by piercing jewelry—to the point of oversaturation. When I first arrived there, I was introduced to an exceptional carver who opened the doors of creativity to me. I was so inspired, the possibilities felt limitless. I came back to America with a little suitcase full of treasures I had collected and created. I traveled the country in an old truck with my little case and my carver friend at a time when almost no one had even encountered “organic” jewelry. In fact, that term was only just then being coined. If I am correct, it was Erica Skatsen who coined it. I met her in Portland that summer. She was hand-carving beautiful wood plugs.  She was a pioneer in her field and our meeting felt important and exciting.  Besides Erika, Borneo Joe had created and produced incredible jewelry, but his wares were not widely distributed. In Europe, Cold Steel and Wild Cat had begun carrying some carved horn and bone jewelry, but that was it. The tiniest handful of artists, designers, and distributors were the beginning of a new movement of jewelry in the piercing world which, until that time, had been dominated by steel jewelry.

Tawapa booth winners
Photo by Autumn Swisher

As we all know, the term “organic jewelry” quickly became industry jargon.  An influx of carved jewelry, particularly horn and bone, flooded the market. Everyone and their piercer decided to go to Bali, the mecca of the organic movement, to cash in on a budding micro industry that seemed to be growing and growing. Meanwhile, the peaceful village of artisans took down their signs that said “handicrafts” and hung new ones stating “piercing jewelry”. An artist village became a piercing village. The younger locals even began adopting the style, stretching their ears, covering themselves in tattoos, and listening to punk rock heavy metal.

This shift in the industry was both exciting and overwhelming. I loved the hardcore aesthetic some of the Balinese were embodying at the same time that more and more people in America and Europe were stretching their ears and choosing organic jewelry.  I did not love the disproportionate amount of jewelry companies that were popping up everyday, and with them, an excessive amount of rip offs and counterfeits. However, now that we are in our ripe old teenage years, I can look back at that time with gratitude and appreciate the fruits that blossomed from that rich yet unstable environment.

Within a couple years, we saw many companies fall as quickly as they had risen. Most of them realized that there was a lot more to running an international business than they had imagined, and the dream was quickly deflated. The ones that did manage to hold on and grow within the industry did so because they were exceptional. With so much competition, the only way to make it was to be amazing. Today there are only a few really successful companies in the “organic jewelry” industry.  The ones who have succeeded are the ones who have forged their own unique aesthetic and style, who make beautiful high quality jewelry, and who know how to run and manage a business.

I feel honored to have been able to experience so much growth and change and sometimes challenge in this dynamic, insular, tiny beast of a community. I am grateful to the companies who came before me for paving the road.  I also appreciate all of those companies who came and went over the years.  I see now that they helped shape who we are (and who we are not), and demanded that we up our game. Most of all, as I reflect on the history of Tawapa, I thank our loyal customers who have supported us all these years and I thank my colleagues, the ones who have carved their own niche in this industry, through beautiful jewelry and a sense of integrity.  They have challenged me to continue to excel. Because of them, I have not had the luxury of being lazy. I have learned humility in the most honorable way.  I am constantly inspired and motivated to create and to continue to evolve Tawapa on all levels.

This year has brought a lot of change for us as a company, with a move to Los Angeles, a new look, new logo, and more jewelry than ever before.  In this industry, as in life, change is the only constant. Embracing change is the gift that comes with age.  We, at Tawapa, feel that we are at the dawning of another new era in jewelry, and in life, and we cannot wait to share it with you.

Point #68: Dual Innovator Award-Winner – Jimmy Buddha and Diablo Organics

Jimmy Buddha headshotJimmy Buddha

To win both innovator’s awards this APP was both a wonderful surprise and an honor. In an industry where so much is changing and evolving, it feels good to know we might be doing something right. I have never really been good at following the rules; pushing limits has always been my natural reaction to the world around me. But if it wasn’t for my team at Diablo Organics and my peer group, I would not have the freedom, support, and inspiration to produce award-winning jewelry.

Only a handful of years ago, many of the designs and concepts I utilize today would not have been well received. I have learned the hard way that the key to creating successful designs is not just innovation, but timing and perseverance. It is a testament to our industry and diversified clientele that we are capable of creating new concepts, and utilizing old (and even ancient) ideas to move out of niche markets on the fringe of society, and into the larger fashion industry as a whole. This is helping our businesses to flourish and provide professional services to the general public. So, to those of us “old timers,” I hope we can embrace the evolution of our industry, and bring positive influence and wisdom to help guide our paths. To the “fresh blood,” I enjoy the new perspectives and energy you bring to the table, challenging us to stay relevant in this ultra-fast-paced world.

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Photo courtesy of Diablo Organics

We entered and won with the saddle spreader hooks in the Technical Innovation category. It’s a variation on our original spreader hook. I designed it to accommodate our ever-growing line of “dangles.”  It is a simple and basic concept all piercers use whether they’re conscious of it or not. Spreading pressure over a wider surface area creates a more comfortable and wearable piece of jewelry. This design allows people of all different sizes to rock progressively heavier “dangles”. It also allows me, as a designer, to create pieces that would otherwise be too heavy to wear.

For the Creative Innovator Award, I used a design I’ve had on the books for a few years but have never had the right materials to make happen. Then I came across an amazing section of “grade A” fossilized mammoth tusk allowing us to make these beautiful, three-inch swastikas a reality. The swastika is a hot topic in the Western world, especially in the cyber reality that currently exists, causing much debate. Mention it to people in Asia and they will shrug their shoulders and ask, “What’s the big deal?” It’s a symbol they see daily. I am aware of the negative connotations this image carries for many, the positive ones for others, the recent historical context, the ancient context, and even all the misinformation out there on the “interwebs,” the list goes on and on.

jimmy buddhaWhy does Diablo Organics use it? Why do I use it in my jewelry and even in my logo? For me it is about freedom. It’s freedom from dogma, preconceived ideas, rules, opinions, religion, hate or whatever box “they” try to put me in. I’m here to smash the limits and keep kicking ass. That being said: a big THANK YOU to all of you who support us. Through your support we will continue to do what we do and bring you unique, quality jewelry made from extraordinary materials.

 

Point #68: Board Welcome – Cody Vaughn

CodyVaughn headshotCody Vaughn

I am honored to have been elected by my peers. I joined the Association of Professional Piercers in 2009, and I have served as the Chair for the Membership Committee, and volunteered with the Outreach Committee and the Social Media sub-Committee. I also help to run the APP Tumblr page with Ryan Ouellette, and I have been working as an instructor for the Fakir Intensives in San Francisco since 2010.

My main goals in serving on the Board will be to focus on attracting more piercers to the organization, to work toward more transparent and frequent communication with the membership, and to focus on ways to market the APP to the general public—and not just piercers. I feel that the APP has never been viewed in a more positive light amongst piercers as it is right now, and with the successful push we have all seen on our social media pages—and the unique advantage of membership—we can utilize and unify our combined experiences to seize this opportunity to push the organization further than it has even been.

Point #68: Board Welcome – Jef Saunders

Jef Saunder headshotJef Saunders

Hello Point readers!

My name is Jef Saunders, and I am the new Membership Liaison. I am following Sarvas Berry—which means I have some very big, strong, charismatic shoes to fill. Hopefully, I am up  up to the task.

It is my goal to do everything possible to expand membership while maintaining the integrity and standards of this organization. I am very much interested in serving the members of the APP to the best of my ability, and I encourage members to communicate with me often about anything membership related.Together we can keep membership in the APP meaningful and worthwhile.

My sincere thanks to the outgoing Board. The tremendous job they have done only makes my job easier and more exciting. Thank you to the members who voted me into this position; I will do my best to fulfill the responsibilities you’ve entrusted to me. Finally, to the new Board of Directors: I am humbled to be working by your sides, and am excited by the work we’ve begun.

Point #68: No Excuses Scholar – Trist’n Peterson

tristn_headshotTrist’n Peterson

Before APP, I was an apprentice of 10 months searching for more information on the broad subject of body piercing. I was at the point in my apprenticeship where I needed to collaborate with other piercers and body modification experts about techniques, jewelry selection, and shops. How can I give my clients the best possible experience to ensure they’ll come back to me for future projects? I had alot of questions and needed answers. At conference I gathered a lot of information and advice from industry professionals on how to do exactly that.

This was my first year attending the Association of Professional Piercers Conference. When I arrived in Las Vegas I was welcomed with unkind stares at the airport and immediately felt out of my element, but this changed upon my arrival at the hotel.

I met a lot of popular body piercers who I looked up to and respected in the industry. I am so

thankful that I was picked for the “No Excuses” Scholarship because there is no way I would have socialized as much as I did if I had gone alone. What really blew me away was that every person I talked to was so eager to chat with me, help in anyway they could, and give ideas on how to better myself and my career. I am so thankful; Conference has allowed me to really remove my shell, get to know people, network, and build friendships. (I also roomed with the best people, and although space was limited, we were all equally excited to be there, meet new people, and better our careers.)

I was able to take a full class load and volunteer my extra time to the APP Volunteer crew. My

favorite class was Nostril Piercing Advanced Fundamentals because Jef and Alicia made a great team. They each have their own technique, so it was nice to see that no piercer is the same; we all have our own styles. My favorite workshop was Working Clean in Your Studio, all of the instructors made the class interesting and informational. They answered any questions with confidence and in turn taught me a lot of things I was unaware of previously. All the classes I attended were taught by well­-educated instructors and I learned so much.

Being a scholarship recipient definitely throws you into the middle of what Conference really is: an intense, beautiful, exciting, epic, inspiring, involving, life-­changing, week-­long bonanza for the modified! I am looking forward to the 2015 Conference already, and I can’t wait to see everyone and meet more people.

APP truly is like family; thank you for the experience!

Point #68: Al D. Scholar – Dae Jedic

dae jedic headshotDae Jedic

I’ve been involved in the industry for about four years, and every year I’ve watched the application deadline for the Al D. Scholarship come and go. Every time I saw an opportunity to apply, and every time I talked myself out of it. I allowed my doubts and fears to control me in such an intense way, I kept myself from even trying. As human beings, self-doubt can sometimes be our greatest enemy, and I’ve battled it throughout my life in many different forms.

As a transgender male-ish person born to Yankees, but residing in the South, I’ve allowed myself to be ‘othered’ pretty consistently since I first realized my queer-ness. From the little things, like not fitting in in high school and having different musical tastes than my peers, to bigger things, like my sexual preference fueling my running away from home shortly after turning 18 (on Mother’s Day no less!), it seemed as though I was destined to be separated from the mainstream because of my differences. As I’ve gotten older, however, I’ve made a point to surround myself with people who would love me in spite of (and sometimes even because of) parts of me I once thought of as curses. I tend to gravitate towards other ‘misfits.’ I see now that, for me, being considered ‘normal’ would be pretty damn boring, and I continue to use my differences as a way to reach out to others who aren’t as comfortable with theirs. Simply put, I want to be allowed to truly own my skin, to be the only one completely in charge of MY body.

When I started my piercing career, it was the first job I had where my co-workers saw me and treated me as male, and it was a real game-changer for me. I was accepted as myself, was allowed to have as many piercings and tattoos as I wanted, and it was the catalyst for many very positive life changes. That said, even as I applied for the scholarship and was granted a spot among those precious few, I was filled with that same old, self-doubt. My mind swirled with all of the things that could go wrong, and all of the ways I could feel cast out from one of the only groups I’ve ever really wanted to fit in with. But this time I didn’t let it win. Sure, I barely slept the week before conference, I felt so nauseated at the airport I couldn’t eat breakfast, and I was sure I was having a heart attack once in Las Vegas looking for my taxi buddy, but I still went through with it. I realized that I had more control over that feeling than the terrorizing despair it had over me. And you know what? It was the most eye-opening, heartwarming, gut-wrenching, and tear-jerking experience of my life. I met so many people I’ve looked up to for so long—even though I was still a little too intimidated to meet all of them. I was accepted with open arms (seriously, so many hugs) into a family of people that couldn’t be more wonderful. Literally, I can’t think of anything about them that made me feel ‘othered’ or cast-out or like I didn’t fit in with them. Even though we are all so different, and many of us from completely different parts of the world, by the end of the week I knew I was at home with them.

So if you are like me, and you’ve allowed yourself to be put at such unease in regards to attending Conference that it overwhelms you to the point of avoiding it altogether, think of it this way. One of the volunteers (I’ve searched and searched and can’t remember exactly who said it) made a similar point to all of this year’s newbies: the dread and fear that you feel is the same that you see your clients dealing with on a daily basis. It is simply the fear of the unknown, and everyone handles it differently. But if you can walk your clients through that feeling and help them to the other side, showing them how relatively painless the piercing process can be, then you can also walk yourself through this process, facing the unknown. And even if you hit some bumps along the way, or you have troubles that you aren’t sure how to handle, this is a group of people who wants to assist you. They want to see you happy, helpful, and brave, and they want to teach you how. Let yourself be afraid, and then tell that fear you’ll see it in a week, when its blossoms into the best experience of your life. You won’t regret it.